You
were off the scene for a long time.
What have you been doing all this while?
When the Lord is
doing something about your life or preparing you for something,
there is no way He will make you do the same thing that you have
been doing. He will always make sure that He keeps you away from
what you think is your god. That was what happened before I got the
call.
When I got the
call, I had to go to bible school. Now I am out of the bible school
and I have to really go out for soul winning. That is what is
happening to me.
So, you are a
pastor.
By His grace.
Did you ever
think you would become a pastor?
No. Like I said,
no one goes to Christ because he wants to. He has to call you into
His fold. It is all about the luck I have, because it is a very huge
luck to be called into the kingdom of God.
Between the
period you left music and..
(Cuts in) I have
been in music and I am still in it till tomorrow.
Okay, between
the time you left commercial music and now that you are a pastor,
what were you doing?
I was doing a lot
of things to keep body and soul together. I was doing business here
and there, getting involved with politicians and all that, trying to
get something to do to keep life going. But what God really wants me
to do is the exact thing that I am doing right now. I loved the
feeling of releasing commercial records. But when I lost that, there
was nothing to do again.
In those days, I
was always eager to release a new album, make some money and let
people know that I was in town. All those faded away because I am no
longer keen on whether people see me as good or bad. I am no longer
interested in all those glamorous ways of life. Initially, I did not
know that it was God that turned my eyes off those things. So, here
I am. From now on, you are not going to see me hiding any more.
That means you
are back to music.
I am back to
music - the music of life. I am into soul winning. I am into
travelling all over the world, winning souls for Christ. Anybody who
connects to me right now is a medium to be used to expose the power
of God, to be able to bring people back from darkness into light.
That is what is happening now.
Obviously,
your kind of music now will be gospe
It is
soul-winning music.
What is the
title of your album?
The first one I
did when I was in bible school was titled I surrender to Jesus.
The kind of music
I am playing now is deeply spiritual. I don’t call it gospel, I call
it soul-winning music.
A lot of
people will find it amazing that you are now a pastor. Do you think
they will be able to reconcile the Felix Lebarty they used to know
with the new Felix Lebarty?
It is not about
people reconciling you; it is about people understanding how it is.
You have to understand that God is the one that changes everything.
When His time comes, you can not run away from Him. As a journalist,
what you and I hear is the voice of the Holy Ghost, using us to
reach out to the world. I tell you today, if you take this thing
very seriously, it will be like an interview you have never done
before, and you will never forget it because He has given you that
talent to be able to propagate his gospel. It is not until you go
and preach His word. Do it in all that you are doing because His
spirit is there and it is eternal.
Do you have a
ministry?
By His Grace. I
am not the owner of the ministry, the Lord Jesus Christ is. He has
given me the vision to be able to actualise it. The name of the
ministry is Soul Winners for Christ Ministry.
Is it based in
Nigeria?
Yes, we are based
in Nigeria and we will go everywhere winning souls.
That means you
have left the US for good.
In those days
that I was in the US, it was for a commercial purpose; a way of
getting rich quick. But I had to come back. What made me come back,
I don’t know, because we were making money then. I didn’t know that
all my days over there were a prelude to what we are seeing right
now. Things unfolded gradually. The first time I met Him, I asked
why everything I did in those days worked for me. He told me, ‘When
you come through this way, you will be able to go round the world.’
He is the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. You cannot
question his action. So, we will go everywhere.
I know that
you are a new creature and old things have passed away. Let us talk
about the old times.
You know,
everyone is looking at you. No matter the kind of business you are
into, you have to think globally. If you don’t, you will end up as a
local champion. That was why I moved to the US then. I saw New York
as the capital of the world in entertainment, where I would be able
to get to the top. But I did not understand God the way I do now.
God cannot be wrong by taking you to any place, because wherever you
are located is where God has designed you to be.
That was why Fela
had all that wealth, recognition and other things witrhout leaving
Lagos. But people like us were driven by the things we heard; we had
a passion for money. You have to learn how to operate from your
root. That was what we didn’t know. I am using this medium to tell
young artistes that Nigeria is the greatest place to be. They can go
anywhere to perform, but their base must not be forgotten, because
once you lose your base, you are finished.
So, do you
regret leaving Nigeria at the time you did?
I don’t have any
regret at all, because I learnt a lesson. That is why I advise
people. I made a lot of money, but all that is not important.
Travelling all over the world is not the issue but understanding
your base, because once you are not in tune with your base, nothing
will work out.
Would you
admit that you were living on the fast lane then and fame really
went to your head?
When you are not
spiritually founded, you will be out of tune. You will continue to
misbehave to whoever you come across. If it were those days and you
called me for this interview, I would not apologise that I came
late, because you need me.
Fame leads to a
lot of things. When you have fame, pride comes in. And pride is the
basis for failure. No matter what you do or where you go to, when
pride comes in, you are heading all the way down.
You used to be
known as ‘Lover Boy’. Now that you are born again, will you answer
if someone calls you by that name?
Whatever happened
yesterday gave birth to what is happening today. Like I tell people,
those old albums of mine, I won’t advise you to play them anymore.
Why?
They always ask
why, and I tell them because they were not from the spirit. If you
don’t like a particular food, you don’t have to take it, because it
is not giving you any nutrient. The lover boy thing is just
entertainment. It is just to make you feel good. It is not adding
any thing to you. But the music we have now is the music of life. It
talks about love, and God is love. It takes you to wherever you want
to go, because the moment you start thinking about God above all
things, the sky and beyond is your starting point.
But in your
sober moments, do you ask yourself why you did all that?
It is bad. Let me
tell you, all the women that were with me in those days saw hell. In
fact, if you are a woman, don’t ever date any man who does not have
the fear of God in him.
Why did you
say the women in your life saw hell?
Because of the
way I was. I didn’t know what I was doing. How can you be going out
with a mad man. A mad man is not only someone that is sick. I just
want to put it this way so that you can advise other young ladies.
Forget about the fame and the money. A man that is not with the
spirit of God is mad. I can’t be lying with a mad man in the same
place. I was foolish then and I didn’t have respect for human
beings. Women were like the people you had to carry around and have
fun. That is not how God wants us to treat women. A woman has to be
a person you care for and treat well. I didn’t know all these until
the Spirit of God came into me.
So, you loved women?
A lot.
That means all the Ifeoma and the Chi Chi
and the Ngozi that you used in your songs were real?
Actually, I had a lot of fun with Igbo women
and I love that area till tomorrow. They are the people that love me
most. Most of the records that I sold were sold in that area. So,
all the people I got involved with, especially the Igbo speaking
people, gave me enough happiness. That was why you saw all those
names. I love them till tomorrow. If an Igbo man sees you and has
interest in you, you will get right to the top. So, that is why I
was always into Chichi, Ngozi and all that. They are still the ones
supporting us today in the ministry. I am not saying that other
tribes are not doing the same, but once an Igbo man believes in you,
he will always support you.
I am from Edo State and the only time I did a
song in Benin was around 1984. We were able to sell about 11,000
copies. But Chichi and Ngozi sold about 200,000 copies within the
first three months it was released. What am I saying is that these
people have been so nice to me, that was why I got caught.
You must have had so much fun then…
So much negative fun. Fun means understanding
who God is. It is not about moneymaking. Even when you are out to
make money, fun is about understanding the way God wants you to make
money. Back then, I got drunk even when I didn’t have enough money.
I remembered I had more than eight gold teeth, and people were
asking why I was looking like that. I told them I was having fun.
But it was negative fun I was trying to prove. To whom, I did not
know.
We learnt that things became very tough for you
before you left the US…
(Laughs) Let me tell you, I think it is a very
big secret. Any man that understands what living a good life is, you
cannot find him going broke for too long, because he will always
find a means of making ends meet. He will always look at what is
happening and fits himself into it. The only people that go broke
are those who are not willing to condescend to the level they
should; people who are proud. Even in my negativity, I would come to
you and ask you how you are making it.
Was that what you did when you went to the US?
On my first visit to the United States, I was
received like a star by my community. But when things became tough I
asked them, ‘Oh boy, how una dey make money here?’ They told me it
is either you sell drugs or get involved in 419, or drive a taxi.
So, you decided to become a cab driver.
Yes. I put all these things together and I said
that people who were driving taxis were not doing an illegitimate
job. They could make $80 per day at that time. If you drove from
morning till 11 p.m. or midnight, you could make $300. I bought a
cab and they started saying ‘oh, a star is driving taxi. These
people are going to finish you.’ But I told them to tell everybody
who cared to listen that I was a taxi driver here. I was even the
person that broke the news. I bought three more cabs and employed
drivers. So, when they drove, I would take $50 from them. So, I
earned like $180 a day. As the money was coming in, I was investing
it. I came to discover that I was better than those that were
selling drugs.
But why didn’t you think of selling drugs or
going into 419?
In my village, it is a taboo to smoke Igbo or
do drugs. Again, going to jail was like you are a dead person. We
were told not to do anything that could land us in jail otherwise
you would be seen as an outcast.
In Benin, they would say he is dead and such a
person must not be allowed to come near anybody, because he would
put you in trouble. I couldn’t go into such things, so I just had to
stick to driving a taxi. But a lot of people thought I was into
drugs. Whatever kobo I made, I was investing it. By the time I built
my first and second houses, I lost control. I went into cars.
I learnt you love exotic cars…
A lot in those days. The cars gave us a good
image. They made people believe that we were successful and people
love to hang around successful men. I believe that is what young
people try to do now. But the only thing I would tell them is that
they shouldn’t because of their image forget what they are supposed
to do. If you don’t have a house, you are on your own. The cars
might depreciate to a point that you cannot sell them, but your
house can always serve as a collateral. So, it is very important
when you are building your fame. You must be able to remember your
credit base. So, I want to advise them to build a house so that they
can fall back on it at any time.
You have said your kinsmen abhor drugs. But did
you take it at that time?
I never liked cigarettes, cocaine and all that.
It was when I got to the US that I got to know what cocaine was
like. I never liked smoking because it takes my breath away, even
alcohol. The only thing I did was to take a little wine to show that
I also belonged (laughs).
What do you hope to achieve now?
I want people to come back to God. That is what
I want to achieve. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. I am not
preaching religion. You know I was a Muslim for a while.
Really?
When I was trying to come back, there were some
people I had helped to go to the US, but they didn’t want to see me
again. It was a kind of hatred. So, I was thinking of what could
have happened. I came to realise that when you are in negativity,
the devil would want to ruin you. The people that are supposed to be
your friends, the devil would begin to turn them away from you. I
was into my mother’s religion, worshipping Ogun, Obatala and all
that. There was a guy who used to change dollars for me then. He was
a very poor man. Anytime I was coming home, I would give him money
to change. When I came back from the US, I discovered that the man
was having a big office with about 34 people working for him. I
asked him how he did it and he said it was God. And they were all
speaking one language. They had so much love among them. That was
when I decided I would join these people’s religion, because they
have love for one another.
So, that was how I became a Muslim. I was a
Muslim for more than six and a half years. I was very happy. Anytime
you meet a Muslim and he knows you are also a Muslim, the first
thing he will do is to take care of you before he takes care of
another person. I enjoyed every bit of Islam. But the day I saw what
I saw, it was in a dream and He said you are going to see a divine
revelation. I saw what I saw, and that was the turning point. I
slept as a Muslim and woke up looking for a Bible to read. That is
how it has been till today. That was a divine encounter, so, it is
not about religion. Jesus has given me a mandate to be able to
reconcile all the children of God with the Almighty father. A lot of
people may think I became a pastor so that people might know you
again or because I want to become famous again. Jesus is the one
that has brought me fame. I cannot because I want fame, become a
pastor. Fame has been given to me some years ago. I have been
exposed to money years ago and none of these things matter to me
now. What matters to me now is how many souls I am going to win.
So you don’t miss the kind of life you were
living before?
It is the other way round. When I see people
doing those things I used to do, it is like seeing a child who does
not know anything. When I saw a beautiful woman in those days, I
would go after her. These days, I would go after her and I would
tell her to use her beauty for Christ. I know what I am talking
about. The urge for lust is gone.
But you must have broken a lot of ladies’
hearts…
What did you expect when I described myself as
a mad man. There are so many mad people on the streets today that
you don’t know. A lot of women today are not happy people. They
would put all their love in one man who would shatter it. That is
the reason we are saved to save other people. That is the reason I
am preaching this gospel.
But did you break ladies’ hearts?
I broke a lot of hearts. Mad people always
break people’s hearts. Was it only ladies that I broke their hearts?
I broke men’s hearts too. Once you are not truthful, you would
always break peoples’ hearts. Once you don’t have the fear of God,
you don’t care what you do. You make promises that you cannot keep.
What other way would you break peoples hearts? When you are
dishonest and dubious, you are breaking people’s hearts.
How did start music?
My eldest brother had a band. From home, there
was an instrument that we played. We started from there. Since my
brother was the eldest, we had to go through him. The only thing he
knew how to do then was the band business. For you to be able to
help him, you have to be focused. It is either you are helping him
by packing the instruments or you are a drummer or a guitarist.
You mother allowed you to be a musician?
Yes. She didn’t know better.
Your mother was a traditional worshipper…
Oh yes. She is still in her juju even as we
speak. I am serious. We are begging God everyday so that she
changes. We speak the word but the spirit changes you.
How come you didn’t join her to practice her
religion?
We were very close. There was no way I would
want to do a show without going to meet my mother. She would bathe
me and do all sorts of nonsense. Oh, the kingdom of darkness is
indeed a problem. When you are in the dark, you don’t see anything.
People could think her juju was the reason for
your success…
I thought I was successful because my mother
was behind me. But I didn’t know Jesus had been with me right from
the first day.
You have not told us about your father…
My father is dead. I didn’t even get to know
him. I lost him when I was three.
You must have married more than one wife.
I was not a married man. I was a lost man. I
had children from different women. I would have a woman as long as
she was pretty. I wasn’t joking when I told you I was a mad man.
How many children do you have?
My children are so many. It is not even good to
mention it to people, because I want people to look at my life and
change. When I heard that one of the young artistes is having
children from different women, I told people to tell him to stop it
quickly. That is the quickest way to ruin yourself. You cannot have
more than one wife, because if you do, you will be in crisis. The
nature of God is one man one woman. How can you have more than one
wife? If you have more than one wife, you are going against the word
of God. Fame is one good thing, but it depends on how you handle it.
When a man is lost, fame becomes a problem.
Are you playing the role of a father to all
your children?
Are you not just a man? Can you play the role
of about 10 people at the same time? You asked me if I broke women’s
hearts. It was not only women; I broke children’s hearts as well. I
would have broken a lot of people’s hearts. I even broke God’s
heart. That was why He told me to go and tell the world that what I
did was wrong and none of my children should do that again. That is
what I am doing now.
Do you have any regrets?
The only regret I have is that I have not been
there for my children.
Are you still close to your contemporaries,
like Kris Okotie and Jide Obi?
Yes. God even used Kris Okotie to get me into a
Bible school. He paid all my fees. I still keep in touch with him.